6 - petals

As a teen, everyone go through such situation in which we feel like everyone is against us. And nobody is listening, no one is trying to understand. It feels like fighting an endless war against whole world in which silence is our weapon and there's - words!(the most powerful weapon on the earth). We get scolded by our elder ones. They all try to crush you in the words like - what should you have to say, What should you have to be, how to sit, how to behave in social events, you need to understand your responsibilities, need to understand what's happening around you, etc. Feels like I grew up very suddenly. Feels like lost in a maze. Heart feels heavier than ever. Wanted to shout loudly but voice doesn't supports. Wanted to express feelings but mind doesn't supports. Wanted to act as I want to but body doesn't supports. But this is not the hardest thing we come across. After happening everything, pretending like everything is fine and 'I am happy' is very ...